The Problem is me

Sometimes we knew that our friend talking bad about us behind our back

but they're still my friend

We often felt that our friend are too busy and they don't care about us
but they're still our friend

Our friend sometimes ignored us, we were not considered at all

although clearly we are in the same place with them

but they're still our friend

They contact us if they really need us

If we are not required, they won't look for us

but they're still our friend

We often gave them what we can do for them

But they don't understand

We gave them most of our time

We gave them our attentions

but what in return? ZERO

Sometimes we were dissapointed for that

We got depressed and tired of being alone

We need them but they couldn't be there for us

even sometimes they made it worse

But actually..... the problem is in whom?

the problem is not in them

but in ourself
CAN WE accept and forgive them who had already being mean to us?

CAN WE accept that we already treat them right but they did the opposite to us?
and also CAN WE still be good to them even we know that they don't even care about it?

Human, we cannot expect much from this world

but expect much from our GOD

Human may hurt us, but not HIM

He is love and to face this world, we need HIS love

unconditional love

So don't blame other for our pain, but let's ask for His heart so that we can accept it as the way it is