to hang around with friends everyday
to stay in front of my laptop till I got slept
to work out in the gym every evening
and the question, what is my aim here?
to get as many friends that I can get?
to be a computer master?
to be a muscle man?
yeah, maybe I can get those things if I do it routinely
but! God ask me, "Where is My portion?"
and I silencely bow down and cry
Today, as I walked at the main road once again, I saw sea of fishes
I saw that they are lost and nowhere to go
and I keep my net in my safety box because I was too busy playing with my computer, doing exercise in the gym even to study all the time
my idol is not Him anymore, it's my routinity, it's my text books, it's my laptop, it's money, and everything that keep me far from Him
You shall not worship them or serve them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God” (Exodus 20:4-5)
Yes it is, He is a jealous God and I don't want to be far from Him longer than this, because I don't have any strength, humility, patience to face the world
I'm just a mere human with all the weaknesses
and now, I just want to say,"Papa, I'm back"
Luke 15:20
So he got up and went to his father. "But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.
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