future! part II

I've been thinking about my future these days

It's like I've prepared all the things for the next 3 years

but... it's seems okay to me.... too okay, not great or wonderful

these couple days I got something

I've been thinking about me me and me only

about my future and about what I gotta do

but is that all?

what is my purpose then?

what am I if I have done all the plan

and the worst thing, what if I didn't get what I've been planning?

TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT

so, what have I been missing these days?

well, I've lost the God factor here

even I've been praying all night for my future to God

but, it is not right

even if I pray, I pray for myself

for my success, for my well education, for my achievement

but not for HIM

I really don't want to be disappointed if I don't get what I want

I realized that whatever I do, whatever my future will be, I surrender to him

I just give him my proposal about my future and let him correct if it's not according to His plan

I want to live the best for Him, want to be maximum but still in His path.

Romans 14:8

If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.